Wednesday, August 31, 2011

1st Day of 2nd Grade!

My noodle is in the 2nd grade as of today!  I can finally say that she now heads off to school without any hesitations of being away from her Mom & Dad~it has seriously taken her since pre-k til now to be okay with that.  As hard as the separation anxiety has been not only on her, but on me, I love that she desired to be around me that much ;)  All in all, I am thrilled that she LOVES school, LOVES her teacher, and more importantly feels completely safe, and comfortable in her school environment.  Of course I miss the heck out of her already, and today was only a 1/2 day.  However, I will enjoy being with my boys, and super excited to start co-op with my little buddy NJP in a couple weeks! 

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Dear Olivia...

Hey Sweetie Girl~I know you like to read blogs so I thought I'd write a little note to you.  You turned 7 nearly 2 weeks ago!  Awww, you know mama, I have a hard time with my babies getting older =)  Over this last year you have grown up and matured so fast!  You are such a lovely little girl!

I love that each day you like to journal, and draw.  You put your thoughts, heart, and soul down on paper, and I think that's so special, one of your gifts/talents for sure.  I love to read the short stories you create.  They make me laugh, and sometimes cry.  You like to keep things neat and tidy(like mommy,) but you definitely take after your Dad when it comes to having things "in order."  You are so helpful to me each day.  Helping out with the laundry, your brothers, making snacks for you and Nolan when I'm busy with Leo, and tidying up the house~wow, I am one lucky mama!  In those areas, you remind me so much of myself as a little girl, I was the EXACT same way!  Not to mention your brothers are so LUCKY and blessed to have such an amazing, caring, loving, and nurturing big sister!

You will start 2nd grade in a few weeks, and I am going to miss having you at my side each day.  I know you are eager to get back to your social life ;)  and to be with your friends each day, so I am excited for you!  You love music, and to dance.  I love to watch you at Cheer practice, and also look forward to you starting Ballet again. 

I think you had a great 7th Birthday! Here's to another WoNdErFuL year, and I can't wait to see the new things that you accomplish, and most importantly, all the things that make you hApPy and bring you jOy! I love you to 100 moons and back, or like you say it "I love you to the moon moon moon moon moon.....and back back back back back!"
Liv's Pinkalicious Cupcakes(they were so delicious I bought everthing to make more!)
Tabitha made these AdOrAbLe cupcake toppers!
Make a WiSh!
I'm 7 years old!
Our 1st family pet =)
Liv & her Daddy picked this out for her birthday.  His/her name=Fishy...simple ;)
This was the picture I took of Liv on her 6th Birthday.  Had to take the one this year in the same spot so I could see how much she's grown!
On a side note, I seriously couldn't have pulled Olivia's 7th birthday off without the help of a handful of my AMAZING friends~whether you helped me make barrets for party favors, decorate cupcakes, make cupcake toppers, let me borrow decorating supplies, whatever you did, I APPRECIATE it more than you know.  It was a miracle within itself that I could pull off a birthday party for Liv after being only 1 week out from having sweet Leo.  Thank you all!!!

Saturday, August 6, 2011

Leo James Lofstedt~Angel Pie!

Liv's attempt at taking a belly picture for me, she cut my head off =)
Couple days shy of 39 weeks!
Minutes before I left for the hospital!  I was a wreck when I waved goodbye to Liv & Nolan, I hate leaving my kiddos!
DELIVERY DAY, Leo's BIRTHDAY!
Last family picture before Leo joined us~ha, Nolan has his classic look ;)
I will post more later, but really wanted to at least get my last few belly pictures as well as Leo's Birthday pictures and first week pictures up.

Leo arrived on Thursday, July 28th at 3:52 PM weighing 7lbs 12 oz, and was 20 1/2 inches long.  It was my BEST labor & delivery yet. It went so well that by the next day I looked at Shane and said I wanted to do it all over again(because it was so fast, and I still couldn't grasp that Leo was finally here!) I had the best team with me that day, truly godsends, and so many people were praying, and I could feel it! I LOVED my labor & delivery nurse Laurie, she was hand picked for me. Not to mention Shane and D, like I said, an all star team!  I wouldn't have made it without them, they each gave me exactly what I needed to get through my labor & delivery.  We often laughed during my labor(when I was still comfortable,) and I think we watched twilight a few times too. I am sure I am leaving out some other details, but for now here it goes...

My OB broke my water around 10:10 AM, but I was hooked up to pitocin about an hour prior to that. I would say my labor really kicked in around 12PM. I got an epidural around 2:45-3PM. I had the same experience after that, as I did with Nolan. I went from about 6 centimeters dilated to a complete with in 15 or 20 min, immediately after my epidural. I never thought I'd have a labor where I pushed a few times and the baby was out, BUT, I DID! During the 3 last contractions I had, I pushed maybe 4 times and Leo was out! It was amazing! I had dreamed about a labor like this, and still cannot believe how tolerable(although intense, pitocin is some strong stuff) it was. Truly a beautiful experience. I also imagined/dreamed of a dark haired baby boy so when D could see him coming out and said "He's got black hair!" again, couldn't believe it =) And so he did, and at that point we named him Leo James(both of our grandfather's names.) He has lots of dark hair, still can't tell what his eye color will be, he is a doll baby, I am so in love. His fuzzy little shoulders, angel smell, buttermilk breath, tiny ears, small dimple on his left cheek, his little hand gripped tight around my finger, the way he lays on my chest and is content for hours, I can barely take it, precious!   He is truly my miracle baby, and I can never say it enough, I thank God, my OB, my family, and friends for giving me strength and encouragement to try one last time for another baby.

It really was a whirlwind. I was checked into the hospital at 7:30 AM, and released at 11:00 AM the next day. I was so ready to get home to my other loves, and to be a family of 5! Olivia has been great, exactly what I expected, and natural little mama. Nolan is coming along, he loves his little brother, and is much more gentle around him now. He is having a hard time though, he was my baby, and now he realizes Leo is the newest addition. Shane has been off for a little over a week which has been so nice to have the help. We have had so many family and friends bring us dinner, have us over for dinner, and lots of visitors. Not to mention coming home to balloons, flowers, and baby gifts, thank you thank you! God is good!

My pregnancy with Leo felt like a decade at times, and I still cannot believe he's here. I already miss him in my tummy, watching my belly move, or watching my belly twitch when he had the hiccups. But I'd rather have him right here in my arms. I am a sucker for pregnancy I guess, and always have a hard time once it's over =( I bawled when we left the hospital and I think it freaked Shane out a little. He said "please don't go postpartum on me." Haha, poor guy. I will post more updates & pictures soon.

D, I want to THANK YOU for taking so many beautiful, candid pictures! It was such a nice surprise to see what you captured, and looking through all these brings tears to my eyes my friend. Thank you for sharing in one of the most incredible, blessed days of my life with me!
My L&D room!
All Stars!
Leo's arrival!
Dr. Fern, one of my favorite people on the planet!
The kids coming in to meet their baby brother for the 1st time.
Olivia holding Leo for the 1st time.
Nolan's turn!
Papa & Yaya with Leo.
Oh Nolan...this has become his signature look in pictures!
Auntie D and Leo.
Footprints,
Auntie Shawna
Auntie Laura
I think this picture was taken at like 4 AM, we couldn't sleep!  He was getting ready for his 1st bath.
1st day at home, almost 1 day old!
My Boys!
Cuteness
Olivia loves snuggling with Leo, she's good at it too, he is comforted by her, pretty sweet.
I am 9 days old!  I now weigh 8lbs 2 oz & am 21 inches long.  It's going a little too fast for my mom ;)